healthy is priceless

some of you may usually catch a cold.. flu.. cough..

some of you may have ever gone to specialist to check your stomach,, your head,, your hand.. anything..


i've ever had a serious illness which really made me down..
every time i felt the pain .. i was like.. God.. am i gonna die now?

every time i couldn't close my eyes i was like... God.. if you want me to die.. just do it don't lemme drown with the great feeling of this illness

it was few years ago when i was at 2nd grade of senior high school..
my head bumped on hard stuff.. rock or something.. when i practiced karate..

then.. it all started..

the woozy... the pain..

till one day a friend asked me to go to see the neurologist..

and... all the medications began..

it was tiresome..
but friends and family gave me great supports..
my head was better.. but then my knee ...

i fell when i played badminton,, but i ignored it .. i loved sport.. being injured was a usual thing..but then i found it was different.. again.. i met the specialist.. i had 3 months to get the therapy..

and.. wallllaaa... knee was good..

i thought everything was okay...

but then few years later.. when i was at 5th semester at university,,
the pain on my head back..

i tried to feel nothing .. but it was really something..

then i gotta back to see a specialist.. neurologist .. again...

i was like.... all right... hey doc..i need your help my head feels like cracking


it didn't stop right there... i was hospitalized for several times..
really boring... really tiring..

at that time i hate God,,, i said..why should i feel this way...???

but then.. i thanked to God.. by having that pain.. i could appreciate this life much better than ever..

till today.. i thank Him for that..

we'll never know what will happen to us ... we can predict a situation.. but we can't predict all situations..
or in short.. man proposes God disposes

anyway.. when you are ill .. sick..
you just have to face it... think positive.. and you'll feel better

i've been through those moments...
when i had to see lots of doctors..
when i had to find out,, what happened to my head,, my stomach,, my eyes,, my nose,,my knee,,

once i felt.. i've done with it ..enough .. i didn't wanna care about it... but then .. i realized.. there were many people out there that couldn't survive any longer..

so i made my mind.. i will not give up ...

actually when i typed the first word above.. i just wanted to tell you about my flu.. but i guessed.. old stories could help me feel better..
hahaha :D

ow..
it feels good sharing this story...
thanks for reading this.. ^_^